hi it's me

(rhiannon)

hi. 

I have a donut!

warning: contains a rant.

well it's no secret that I fail at school. This started around middle school. My proudest moment school-wise was when I got an F in english but when my teacher made a list of the students who were top of the class I made second because he liked my writing and I did well on all my tests. He said I could be an author. Teachers read out my essays to the entire class until about this year when I stopped doing them all together. And every time a teacher asks a question I almost always know the answer even when nobody is raising their hand but I keep quiet. Every report card is the same thing: student is not working to the best of their ability blahblah blah. I hate doing homework. I know every teenager says this but I HATE it. hate hate hate. I'm so unmotivated when it comes to homework that I just don't do it and replace it with doing something I think is worthwhile. Which is lame of me I guess because everybody has to do things they don't want to right? I'm smart. I really am, but sometime back a few years ago when this whole thing started and I began to get crappy grades I altered my mind set (unconsciously) to match my grades. Dumb as fuck. Then people started calling me stupid and in a way it was like yeah okay that works whatever. And then it started getting annoying.  Except for my mom, she's never called me stupid because she knows me. Better than anyone probably (though nobody really knows me) And now I'm here. With the same crappy grades, the stupid thing kind of went away, kind of. It was my own fault anyways but now I'm sort of determined to turn that around. I don't want to be some lame drop out because I know I'm capable of more.  I'm having a bad student abortion.....of myself. hehehe.

anyways sorry(!!!) about the rant

it's been something I've been holding back

so it probably came out a lot harsher than intended 

I hope you have a nice day/night.

Under swaying trees we fell asleep and we had the same dream

song: the moon by the microphones
from the time that I was a kid to now my parents have taught me to be afraid of the dark by saying that the crazy people come out at night and will like, mug me or something. Which is a shame because the night is so pretty and magical, you know? The stars in the sky, the moon and the darkness and the cold wind. I suppose if you lived in the city where there's more people the fear wouldn't be as pronounced. 
I'm not sure about other parents but mine would never let me go out for a walk at night. That's probably normal I guess since there are crazy people outside at night, but when I leave home in a year, I am most definitely going on a night walk to celebrate my newfound freedom (with my phone fully charged, my mom on speed dial, and 911 already pre-dialed.......hehehe not really. well maybe). 

Truth be told I've already gone on solitary nightwalks before to clear my head, but it'll be great not having to worry about my mom finding out and getting unreasonably pissed.  that's all.

:)

hahahahahahahahaha

prank calls are funny

oh! by the way song of the day: finn bikkjen! by Casiokids

no idea what he's saying

but!

apparently it's about a boy who loses his dog who is his best friend and then finds him and recognizes that he loves him

it's a really weird music video

it's all the way down there VVV

at the bottom of the page

if only songs were sung to guide the doubtful ones

song: unattainable by little joy

hiii

notice anything? 

I changed the layout

everything was just so small before

end of post.

never let me go

really want to see this

when there's nothing left to burn you have to set yourself on fire

song: your ex lover is dead by stars
Hiya!
okay so I have a project that's due tomorrow in history where we have to analyze a protest song! I was really excited because I like music (duh). So I picked blowin' in the wind by bob dylan because it's pretty. I wouldn't really consider it a "protest song" though. I don't think he ever wrote a straight up protest song I think he just had something to say. or maybe he was just trying to be a non-conformist by writing protest songs and saying they weren't really. i don't know.

what I basically put as my analyzation thing was that no matter how many times it happens, people fail to realize that war and violence is not the answer and that the obvious answer (peace) is as obvious as the wind is natural, haha. 

Today I jumped around in a room full of giant bounce houses and bounce slides and bounce obstacle courses. It was pretty bouncy there. 

RANDOM PICTURES!

SKINS

I'm about to finish volume 4 of skins

i really hope it doesn't end like I think it's going to