Thursday, March 31, 2011

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

when there's nothing left to burn you have to set yourself on fire

song: your ex lover is dead by stars
okay so I have a project that's due tomorrow in history where we have to analyze a protest song! I was really excited because I like music (duh). So I picked blowin' in the wind by bob dylan because it's pretty. I wouldn't really consider it a "protest song" though. I don't think he ever wrote a straight up protest song I think he just had something to say. or maybe he was just trying to be a non-conformist by writing protest songs and saying they weren't really. i don't know.
what I basically put as my analyzation thing was that no matter how many times it happens, people fail to realize that war and violence is not the answer and that the obvious answer (peace) is as obvious as the wind is natural, haha. 
Today I jumped around in a room full of giant bounce houses and bounce slides and bounce obstacle courses. It was pretty bouncy there. 

Wednesday, March 23, 2011


I'm about to finish volume 4 of skins

i really hope it doesn't end like I think it's going to

Sunday, March 20, 2011


i got bored today! hehehehe these are pictures from my crappy mac web cam thingy. I really need a decent camera.
school tomorrow. bleh.
today we will be discussing
a clockwork orange!
and the rest will be in orange because I can't get it to go back to black haha. So I watched this movie a couple of months ago because I was going through a watching weird movies phase and I knew we had to read the book for school next year. I liked it a lot except for the fact that it ruined the song singing in the rain for me forever........ and the violence was really violent. But the ending was a little disappointing because Alex didn't learn his lesson mannnnnnn. and it seemed like he was just going to return to his life of violence. But today when I was reading the intro of the book which was written by the author which I got on friday which said the following:
that the u.s. version publisher person took out the last chapter where Alex realizes that violence is not the answer and the movie just went off the u.s. version. I was happy that the book actually ended a nice way. It's nice to have that cleared up anyways. It's still a great movie though. pictures!
  isn't he perfectly sinister looking?

Friday, March 18, 2011


tomorrow and the next day and the next day!


song: i'll try anything once by the strokes
eep! I can't wait! Got money after I got paid for doing something really easy! that sounds dirty... not that. so now i can afford it! I was going to pre order it on itunes in a sudden strokes burst of excitement and anticipation but then I decided against it because I like actually having the cd. 
i like how it starts off with their other music video
i'm not gonna pretend like i know what this means soo.... pictures!!
what an awkward picture

i think i'm going to get a camera soon so i can actually post pictures

Thursday, March 17, 2011



song: little yellow spider by devendra banhart

today I got my class schedule all sorted out with my counselor....I'm so excited for next year. It's gonna be oodles of fun. These are the classes I'm going to take:

1. English (by force)
2. History or economics or whatever (by force)
3. aerobics (i screwed up half a year of p.e. 2 years ago, haha)
4. Design Craft!
5. Photography!
6. Choir!

yeah it's super exciting and then the next year I'll be off to college in long beach living with my pals. I seriously can't wait. But I'm sort of scared to leave my mom, even though I know she's been dying to get me out of the house I know I'll miss her. We have established that we're going to talk over skype in order to maintain communication. I'm not one of those people who doesn't like their mom, i LOVE my mommyyy hehehehe. so yeah, that'll be hard. :( wah. 
I'm getting my haircut tomorrow! And I'm putting my fist down! or is it foot?? whatever
 haircutting people always cut too much off and then I'm sad. But this time I'm not letting them! Anyways I'm getting lots of layers. and getting it thinned out. 


Wednesday, March 9, 2011

color my life with the chaos of trouble

oh pretty shoes i finally got you!
as tall as cliffs by margot & the nuclear so and so's
nothings been going on I've been sick for the last couple of days and all last night and all this morning when I couldn't sleep I had a that '70s show marathon! Which was good and everything but the lack of sleep made me forget that today was a late-start day so I got to school an hour and a half earlier than I needed to. So I hung around outside the school perimeter and got attacked by ants which was unpleasant. 
i love this picture!
it reminds me of a piece of art on my dads friends wall that i really liked. She bought a print for me but I haven't hung it up because now it makes me sad haha. 
realization of the day: I should try being nicer. I'm shy to begin with so that probably has something to do with the fact that I probably seem sort of mean to people who try to talk to me, but I've noticed when people start getting to know me I detach myself from them. I even start to drift away from the people I'm actually close to. So my goal is to try to prevent that from happening.